Monday, 18 July 2005

I am so tired. And it's only Monday, and we've got 5 full months before more holidays.

Tony and I are on good terms at the moment. He is looking for somewhere to live - locally - and we have been able to talk about 'where next' pretty well. We actually went to the movies together on Saturday evening (saw 'Fantastic four' - it was good fun). We have resolved to make an effort to maintain a close relationship, and see how he goes over the next 6-12 months. So I'm leaving my wedding ring on for the time being.
I have a horrible amount of tax paperwork to do - and it has to be done soon because he needs the stuff for CentreLink to process him properly. And at work I'm struggling with an audit ('cos there were so many problems with the project that I've got lost in where the appropriate data are), and the training I was due for on Thursday and Friday is off 'cos my application went in too late ... NATA suggested I go to Hobart for the next round, but I'm not sure they'll go for that. Still I can hope.
Sarah just rang: hysterical because her brother is having a go at her for not being at school. When I spoke to him I forbore to mention that he should be out at a job - any job. I am tired, and my eyes ache and I want to curl up alone and disappear.

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